Matthew 3:13-17
I remember that I was in first grade…and it was late winter in Green Bay Wisconsin.
- It was a cold kind of a sloshy day…about 40 degrees…the snow was melting…
- It was after school…and my best friend and I were sitting on a curb watching the thawing water gush down a sewer…
- And we got to talking about church…
- He was Catholic and I was Lutheran…
- And he told me that because I was not a Catholic that I was going to go to Hell…
- And I told him that was certainly not true…and it was really the other way…
- That because he was a catholic and not a Lutheran…he was going to go to hell.
- The Lord be with you.
So…there it is…in one way or another…at a very young age…
- We figure out that God has set us up with a reward and punishment system.
- Yes…I was going to be rewarded for being a Lutheran…
- And my friend was going to be punished for being a Catholic.
- If you are a Catholic…then you will go to the nether world.
Recently someone asked me what I thought Jesus would think of the church were he to return today.
- I think the questioner was assuming I would answer with something like:
- What’s up with those fancy vestments and organ music?
- But instead…I answered: I think he would be curious why his church does not talk about forgiveness of sins nearly as much as he did.
The more I thought about it this week…the more I realized that while I do not think God sets up a reward and punishment system for us…
- I am sure the devil does.
- Because at times I feel trapped in an invisible system of the IF-THEN propositions.
Like he is whispering through the air vents…hey you…psst … If you have done something bad then you are something bad.
- If you really belong to God…then why is your life so hard?
- If you just buy this map…or say this prayer…or manifest this desire…then you can get yourself free.
But it never works.
- And this system of…If – Then propositions and empty promises is of the devil…
- Because in our Gospel reading…Jesus comes up out of the waters of his own baptism…
- And the heavens open and God speaks of belongingness to God and belovedness by God…
- And in the very next verse Jesus is driven into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil…
- The waters of baptism are still glistening on his forehead and Satan whispers:
- IF you are who God says you are THEN call down some power and cash and prizes for yourself… you deserve it.
- The glitter of baptism was still shimmering on Jesus’ forehead and Satan was like: Can I interest you in my system of reward and punishment?
- I love that moment in the Lutheran baptismal liturgy…when right before the water touches them…
- Those being baptized are asked:
- Do you renounce the devil and all his empty promises?
It was only after his time in the wilderness telling Satan…away with you…that Jesus began to proclaim the Gospel…
- That Jesus began to proclaim a reality that is more real than the IF-THEN maze we trap ourselves in…
- That Jesus began to proclaim a reality of our belongingness and our belovedness…
- That Jesus began to speak of the reality he called The Kingdom of God.
The Kingdom of God is like a landowner who was just as outrageously generous to those who worked all day as he was to those who worked only a few hours.
- The kingdom of God is like a father who had every right to reject his greedy manipulative no-good son but instead ran out into the road to embrace him as if his no-goodness was no-matter.
- In the kingdom of God…the last shall be first and the enemies shall be loved and I am forgiven and none of the rules and policies and guidelines of the IF-THEN system apply.
Sometimes at the center of my own IF-THEN maze I get stuck in tide pools of resentment toward myself and others…
- Stuck swirling in an eddy of my own remorse.
- Caught in the shame of both what I have done…and what has been done to me.
- Trapped in thinking that I will never be more than who I was in my worst moment.
- And those who have harmed me will always be who they were in their worst moment.
But Jesus of Nazareth comes along and says to us and to all who are trapped:
- You do not belong to the IF-THEN maze…because you cannot belong to what is only an illusion.
- You belong to God and are beloved by God and in his kingdom…there is forgiveness of sins…
- Which means the IF-THEN maze may try and tell you that your failings are inescapable…
- But that is a lie because…if Jesus can defeat sin…death and the devil…
- I am sure forgiving your sin is not going to be difficult for him.
Here’s the thing: We are more than what we have done…Good or bad.
- The people I have grown to love…in my lifetime…have proven this to me.
- And the kingdom of God is like such as this.
Hosts of people for years upon end have seen themselves as only what they did in their worst moment.
- Martin Luther once said that it is not God…
- But the devil who rummages through our garbage looking for already forgiven sins to rub our noses in them and saying: this is who you really are.
But in Christ…who they really are is forgiven and who we really are is forgiven.
- And so is everyone we resent.
- But to know that in the kingdom of God there is pardon for you…
- And for me and for everyone who has ever hurt us is true freedom…
- Because then…we can just stop thinking an eye for an eye is going to help us…
- We are free to stop re-litigating decades old crimes of our siblings…and our parents…and others…
- We are free to stop beating ourselves and everyone else up for stuff in the past.
Reward and punishment systems may be effective for behavior management… (car dealership GM throwing dollar bills all over the table).
- But Christianity is not about controlling the masses…
- Christianity is about raising the dead.
- And forgiveness of sins is the veiled process by which we are raised.
- Because to follow the crucified and resurrected one is to live as a people who get to be wrong…
- We get to be wrong and muck things up and die to our old ideas and be reborn as often as we need it.
- My confession is that I am so often wrong…
- But then I know deeply this grace of God which makes all things new.
So…my friends…I invite you to enjoy your forgiveness…
- It will not be taken away as a punishment and it will not be granted as a reward…
- It is your inheritance as a freed child of God’s kingdom.
So…here it is:
- God who is gracious and merciful…slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love…loves you as you are. As a called and ordained minister of the church of Christ and by his authority…I declare to you the entire forgiveness of all your sin in the name of the Father…Son and Holy Spirit. Amen.